ONE DAY

…. while reading thru this pile of shit blog I realised how for more than a year and a half all i’ve ever done is think about this girl. oh how i’ve wasted my time. and I’ve lost her again, and will lose her again in a couple weeks when she’s wit someone else (plural, probably)… it’s easy now, you get used to it and shit. someone picking and choosing when they wanna know you and when they’re uninterested. guess that’s what attracts me to her in a sense. guess that’s why i’m a fucking fool. idc tho, what happens happens. no point dwelling. i’ve also began deep introspective meditation, worrying about what I can control. my INTERNAL environment, which in turn affects my external….. that helps, a lot. namaste

I bought myself a sound system. falling asleep high just got even more cosy…